Sunday, January 29, 2012


Everybody needs to change. Make changes. In order to grow. To move on.

So do I.

Several days ago, I was given this chance to choose between two options. To remain in my comfort zone, or to take up this challenge to further improve my knowledge and skills.

But, it is not certain yet.

When it is certain, I only have until the end of this week to make my decision.

A part of me wanna take up this challenge. To make changes for a better organisation. For a better working environment. For a better future.

However, another part is having doubt. Will I be given the chance to make changes? To make a difference?

In the end, my final decision is....( will be revealed after the situation is certain ).

--- to be continued ---

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Lazy Weekend

Adess... Berat kepalaku...

Pening kepala tido lebih 8 jam. Mana taknya. Semalam tido awal. Penat tawaf Jalan TAR masa lunch break kowt. Hehe...


Arini xde plan pape. Ingat nak kuar jalan2. Tapi tak tau nak ke mana, nak buat apa.

Shopping? Hehe...duit dah abes. Semalam baru settle bil kad kredit. ^__^

Ingat nak pergi KLCC. Beli popcorn Garrett yg femes tu. Nak la jugak cuba. Asek dengar citer orang jek. Nasib baik papa ada. week dia ada keje @KLCC. Pow papa aje la. Hehe... Dengar2nya popcorn tu agak mahal. Thanx Papa. Hikhik... =P

OK. Wut else can I do today. Nak pergi cobbler, kasut tinggal dalam kete. Kete pulak abang dah pinjam pergi keje. Tergendala lagi. :'(

Nak jahit manik. Tapi, xde baju baru yang boleh dijahit manik. Ni kalau buat announcement nih, confirm mama bagi baju utk dijahit manik. LOL. Kalau baju mama kena extra work. Kalau baju sendiri, buat simple2 jek.

Hurmm...sambung baca novel je la. OK, ciow.

Friday, January 27, 2012


Fuhhh....exhausted. It is Friday already. We, government servants got 2½ hours lunch break. Shopping time for me. =D

Just reached my office. Had kicked my shoes off. (>__<) My feet is killing me from the long walk around Jalan TAR. Huhu...

Managed to buy 2 things today. A turquoise kebaya material and iron-on stones to accessorize my baju kurung. =P

Another 15 minutes to go. Better use it to rest my feet. (^__^)


If only you can see my face right now.

The expression would show that I am having a deep thought.

Of what? I don't know. It's a blurry deep thought. Too tangled up. Can't find the beginning, don't know where it ends. ( =_= )"??

Did I do wrong? What did I do wrong? How to be sure that I never did wrong? How to clear things up? How to clarify a problem/ something that don't even exist? At least I am not sure if it even exist. ( =_= )"??

Is it best to just stay away from it? Well, that won't solve the problem right? It can only help to keep my mind away from it for a while.

Should I just ask if the problem even exist? What would the reaction be? What will happen next?

AWKWARD?? - something I would prefer to avoid

What should I do? ( +_+ )??

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Treat your girl right.

"Treat your girl right, bro. Plain and simple.

I know it can be hard to please her sometimes, but it’s worth it in the end. Remember that she’s your happiness, your world. She should be the first person you talk to in the morning, and the last person you whisper “Good night” to. Unlike some of your bros, she’s going to be there for you when you’re the happiest, but more importantly, when you’re at your lowest. She’ll cook for you and care for you, so treat her like a queen. 

Girls are delicate creatures. Think before you say. Think before you act. They take every little mistake you make and multiply it by a thousand. So try not to mess up, aight? When you’re fighting, sometimes it’s better to put your relationship before your own pride. You’re not helping yourself by making her upset, bro. And never, ever, under any condition, let her go to sleep crying. She’ll resent you for it for the rest of your days. 

Don’t forget to make her feel special everyday. Open doors, go shopping with her. Hell, make dinner for her! The more you show her you love her, the more she’ll give you in return. Remember that an “I love you” via text is never as special as one in person. And show her off to your bros, don’t be ashamed of her. She’s never been ashamed of your dorky ass. Look, she doesn’t really need much in a relationship; she just wants to feel like she matters to you. That’s not asking for much, bro.

But if you haven’t learned a thing from reading this, remember this. Love her unconditionally, loyally, and keep her close. Love her with everything you’ve got: emotionally, mentally, and physically. Because I swear, if you won’t treat your girl right, someone else definitely will."

Well, obviously I didn't write all this by myself. I just copy and paste it here to share. =P

My Obsession...^__^

Matamu... bibirmu...
Pipimu dan juga senyummu...
Membuat aku... lebur
Hanyut di dalam ghairah
Kerna mu...
Tubuhmu... harummu... hatimu
Oh semua aku mahu
 Inginku gigit-gigit cuping telinga kecilmu
Luahkan perasaanku dan membisikkan aku cinta kamu
Hadiahkan asmara di setiap pagi harimu
Dengan harapan agar kau tahu...
Semoga kau tahu... 
Ku gilakanmu
Auramu... Pujuk rayu hatiku...
Sering bergoncang... jiwa ini
Siang malamku... gundah
Tiada melihat wajahmu...
Ku rindu...

Thursday, January 19, 2012


Tepuk dada... tanya selera...


YES or NO?


Apa yang susah sangat ek? Kenapa manusia nih susah sangat nak bagi jawapan direct pada soalan-soalan yang direct? Kenapa perlu buat orang tertanya-tanya? Ternanti-nanti jawapan yang x pasti? Digantung tak bertali?

Susah sangat ke nak berterus terang and let it end there and then?

Kalau suka katakan suka. Kalau tak, lepaskan dia mencari haluan baru. Tak perlu menahan perjalanan mereka. Bagus sangatkah kita nak melayan orang sebegitu rupa? What if the situation changes? Bayangkan berada di tempat mereka. Agaknya, apa yang kita rasa? Suka? Gembira? Sedih? Kecewa?

Fikir2kanlah dan selamat beramal. ^___^

Wednesday, January 11, 2012


Tuhan...tolong tutup pintu hatiku buat insan yang sememangnya bukan takdirku.

Guwe udah capek. :'(

Sunday, January 8, 2012

He Got Me (+_+)

Been gotcha-ed today. By none other than Mr. Kaisan. Grrr... Geram betul. Dah la mamat nih mmg susah nak kenakan dia. Ini taiko aaa... If you cuba nak kenakan dia, end up you yang akan kena balik. Kaw-kaw punya. Here's how it happened(only some of the part that I can remember):

Mr.Chong: Hello, this is Mr.Chong from KIA Services. Can I speak to Miss Ruzanna?
Me: Saya.
Mr.Chong: This is regarding your 1st service(just did last week).Ini aaa... I tengah tengok your service record, apa service diorang buat? Ada tukar gearbox oil tak? Sebab I tengok aaa...dia tukar engine oil saja. Sepatutnya 1000km service kena tukar itu gearbox oil. Kalau tak boleh terbakar woo...
Me: Lemme check.
Mr.Chong: You ada simpan resit lagi ka?
Me: Ada2. Wait aa. (owh God, my bro took the car)
Mr.Chong: You ingat tak berapa amaun you bayar?
Me: Dalam RM230
Mr.Chong: Aiyaa...for 1000km service should be around 300++. Can you bring the car in now? Since this is our mistake, I will make the change FOC. Mana service center dekat dengan rumah you?
Me: The Chan Sow Lin one.
Mr.Chong: Aiyaa...itu center suda close for CNY. Can you bring it to Pandan Indah.
Me: I can't right now coz my brother took the car.
Mr.Chong: Owh, this is dangerous. You have to ask your brother to park the car immediately. I'm afraid the gearbox will get burn as the oil might drain already. You must bring the car to Pandan Indah now now. Faster faster. Ini, we already have one case. The customer sued us and we have to replace a new car for him. Banyak rugi woo...(pitied him)Just mention my name Mr.Chong to Mr.Kaisan.
Me: Huh? ---barely hear that name clearly
Mr.Chong: See Mr.Kaisan...
Me: SIOT!!!! chett...
Mr.Chong: HAHAHA... ni Kaisan la...

And that is the story of how he got me good... Dang!

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

Selingan :

"A Thousand Years" - OST Breaking Dawn

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more


Sekarang tengah lunch time. Ni baru lepas shopping dekat 7-11. Takde mood nak keluar makan. Settle keje tadi pun dah pukul 1. 30pm. Kalau pergi makan, mau masuk opis lepas pukul 2. So, tapau jajan aje la...hehe...

Rasa macam dah lama x mengarang. Mengarang dalam erti kata sebenar mengarang. Kalau setakat post lirik lagu tu tak dikira. Hewhewhew...

Why now?

Sebab rasa rindu nak mengarang.

Why stopped before?

Malas nak menapis, apa yang boleh cerita, apa yang tak boleh. Takut orang tau. far banyak cerita hal2 peribadi je. Bukan tak nak cerita isu semasa macam isu UPSI yang tengah hangat sekarang. Tapi, dah banyak blog yang berdiskusi pasal isu tu. Cukup2 lah promo yang mereka dapat. Tak gitu? Tapi.....bila difikir2 balik, kalau semua pun nak sorok, baik tak payah buat blog nih kan? It defeat the purpose of creating one. Even tujuan asal buat blog nih pun sebagai diari sebab malas nak buat yang manual punya. Mana lagi nak dapat memori tu kalau tak dimeterikan dalam bentuk penulisan kan? Best apa kalau dibaca balik entry2 lama. =P

Ok, back to the main point.

Apa nak cerita ya? Hurm...dah masuk tahun baru. Umur pun dah makin meningkat. Status still sama - S.I.N.G.L.E. Apa masalahnya jadi single? Errrrr....xde masalah pun. Tapi, bila difikirkan umur yang makin meningkat, siapa yang tak terfikir untuk berpasangan kan? Me included. >__<

Tapi, nak buat macamana? Jodoh tak boleh dipaksa....walaupun diri sendiri pun agak memilih. Hahaha...perasan bagus. Ye la. Semua orang pun mesti nak jodoh yang terbaik untuk diri sendiri kan? So, tak salah la untuk memilih. Betul kan?

Ekcelinya, a couple months ago, I made a confession to a guy saying that I like him. Although me myself does not sure of how deep the feeling was at that time, I still went on with the confession. Giler kan? Bagai perigi mencari timba? Argh...pedulik kan. Zaman sekarang tak terpakai dah semua tu. Mana ada orang guna perigi dah sekarang. Kalau ada pun, dah tak banyak. Zaman sekarang, pulas je paip, keluar la air. Kalau sendiri tak usaha, mana nak dapat kan? hehe...

Apa jadi dengan that guy sekarang? Entahlah. Kitorang maintain kawan jek. Katanya "kita kawan je la dulu, kalau dah jodoh tak ke mana". Macam kata-kata orang matang kan? Tipu jek semua tu. Hahaha...realitinya tak matang langsung.Tapi, betul la apa yang dia cakap tu. Kalau nak paksa diri pun, kalau dah bukan ditakdirkan berdua, tak guna jugak kan?

OK la...sampai kat sini je. Lunch time dah tamat. Tata....till the next entry - tak tau bila.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Happy New Year 2012!!!!

Ok. Tahun ni dimulakan dengan sesi karok bersama rakan2 di Alamanda. Sesi karok paling lama. Karok melangkau tahun. ^_^

Keesokan harinya..........

Punyalah bosan. Cuti x keluar rumah. Tak tau nak buat apa. Bosan giler. Kan bagus kalau kerja. Ada jugak benda berfaedah nak buat. +_+

End up membuta. Owh....sempat baca novel sikit, selain makan dan tengok tv. Plan asal nak keluar shopping dengan adik. Tapi, x sampai hati lak nak tinggal mak kat rumah sorang2. Ayah keluar 'mencangkul'.

Dok pikir nak apply cuti 2 minggu hujung bulan ni. Nak jalan2. ^_^ Agak2 bos lulus tak?