Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Elle Are Tee

"Yang kat dalam tu boleh rapat sikit?"

"Ada ruang lagi tak?"

"Kawasan kosong tu reserve untuk siapa?"

Haa.....kan best kalau boleh sound macam tu. Tapi..... Apakan daya. Rakyat Malaysia nih sensitif melampau. Nanti dikatanya kita takde adab. Diorang tu apa pulak? 

PENTINGKAN DIRI SENDIRI??

Haish....Please la....Sumer orang pun nak pergi kerja. Bukan korang jek. Dah nampak orang bersesak kat pintu. Yang belah dalam tu boleh buat dunno jek. Ada masalah klaustrophobia? Janji sendiri selesa. Macam tu? Tak ke SELFISH tuh?? Side yang dah macam 'tin sardin' tu ko boleh pandang jek? Haish....setiap kali pun nak kena orang lain tegur dulu. Tak boleh ambil inisiatif sendiri ke? Dah besar kan? Boleh fikir sendiri kan?

Itu lah dia. Buat orang lain pulak serba salah. Nak tegur salah. Tak tegur kang, kesian yang side 'tin sardin' tu pulak. Manja. Sensitif. Tak boleh ditegur sikit. Tapi tak boleh nak fikir sendiri. Apa la nak jadi kome2 nih. 

Haish....

Bak kata Nabil...LU PIKIRLAH SENDIRI!

Monday, August 27, 2012

Yang Kurasa Kini....

~~~ Cinta dan Benci ~~~


 

Again...

Yeah!!! Blog title dan layout telah sekali lagi bertukar... ^_^

Post Raya~~~

Heeeyarghhhh~~~~

Adoi, penatnya. Malas betul. Rasa macam nak balik tido jek. Owh, btw, arini first day keje lepas cuti raya seminggu. Memang xde mood langsung la...

Tambahan pulak ada penutupan jalan sempena sambutan Hari Kemerdekaan ke-55. Haiya...Sepanjang minggu ni pulak tuh. Sambutan yang akan dibuat pada hari Jumaat ni di Dataran Merdeka. Betul2 depan opis. Pftttt.....

Entrance kena block, parking lot dah diletak khemah....memang sia2 la kalau bawak kereta pun....Xde tempat nak parking. Terpaksa la naik public transport (LRT) sepanjang minggu nih.

Nak buat macamana...pasrah aje la. Bukan boleh buat apa-apa pun. Sekali-sekala naik public transport kan? Asek drive jek. Ni lah masanya nak naik public transport. *tangan ke bahu*

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Rindu kampung

Balik kampung. Sekali setahun je kot. Itu pun time raya.

*Sigh*

Esok dah nak gerak balik Kuala Terengganu. Jumaat pit stop Kuantan. Sabtu pagi gerak balik KL.

*Sigh*

Raya tahun depan la pulak baru dapat balik kampung. Kalau kebetulan ada kelapangan, dapat la singgah kampung dalam tempoh 6 bulan setengah kursus nanti. Insyaallah.

Apa yang best duduk kat kampung? Tak payah fikir pasal kerja, dapat release tension sikit jalan2 kat pantai, boleh bangun lambat (Eh? hehehe), boleh mandi air terjun, makan satar, lepak makan buah kat dusun, etc.






Apa yang xde? Aaaaa....shopping complex yg ada wayang, bowling, restoran best2 & kawan2 sosial. Hahaha...x aci. Perbandingan tak setara. Hikhik...

X kesah la. Point nya....seronok jugak sekali-sekala kalau dapat bercuti balik kampung. Bukan nak tunggu time raya jek. Time raya ramai yang balik kampung. Jalan sesak. X best. X enjoy.

*Sigh*

Bila la boleh balik, kumpul ramai2 macam ni lagi? #_#

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Raya Day 3

Currently in Besut. We only went to one house today, for an engagement ceremony. Then, we went straight back home. It is scorching hot here. Like extremely hot. I can even feel the heat inside the house. Changed my clothes twice.

Since there was nothing else better to do, I called out to my cousins to hang out at the 'library'. A special place above the garage, built to store all of my aunt's books.

It is cooler up there. With fresh air and great scenery. I did took some pictures. Unfortunately, I couldn't put it here as I am currently using my phone and am not able to upload it directly. Will do it some times later.

*Updates:  


Feeling bored during the night, my cousin Alya & I went out to buy some drinks and junk foods. Hahaha.... We also manage to get vanilla ice-cream and carbonated drinks to make floats. At least, that was fun. Having floats while watching movies on TV.

Hurmmm....what else can I do now? SLEEP. Bye.

Monday, August 20, 2012

Breaking In Attempt

Ok. This is considered old news.

Last friday (17/08/12), there was an attempt to break into our house at about 4.38am by 2 burglars.

They didn't realize that their action were caught on CCTV. One of the burglar managed to open the grill of our sliding door. Luckily enough, the alarm went on when they try to slide open the glass door that they decided to flee.

This had put us on cautious on the night after that I didn't even get enough rest/sleep just by thinking of it. I kept waking up in the middle of the night just to monitor the CCTV. It really terrifies me thinking of the possibilities that might happened should they manage to enter our house that night.

I surely hope this incident would never happen again. ;'(

Sunday, August 19, 2012

Eidulfitri 2012

Di hari raya~~~
Terkenang daku kepada si dia~~~
Kini berada nun jauh di bandar~~~
Dengan keluarga tercinta.

Mohon maaf atas post gedik ini. Xde idea. Guna phone. Buat seringkas mungkin.

Roses & Violets

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I like a boy,
And that boy is you.

>__<

Friday, August 17, 2012

I Heart You

I had once read that the more frequent you express your love....the faster it will fade. That is what I am counting on right now.

It is hard to suppress this feeling. To get over it. To pretend that it don't exist. To not miss him. To not think of him. To look at him differently. IT IS HARD.

I can't confess because I know it will ruin our friendship. We will never be the same afterwards. And I definitely doesn't want that to happen. FULL STOP.

I had tried to ignore it once. But, as time passed, it grows stronger. And I can't help it. At times like this, I do wish that I am prettier. Better in every aspect. Someone who can easily attract him. But then, it wouldn't be me. I don't wanna have to pretend. I just wanna be myself. I don't wanna have to change just for the sake of that.

Dear Boy,
It is not love at first sight,
Definitely not the second one.

As time passed, it just happened,
When I slowly get to know you better.

I never ask for this to happen,
As I know how it will eventually turn.

All I want is your understanding,
If you happened to already figure out about this.

Right now, 

All I ever wanted is to throw this feeling away, 
Because I realize, we are better off as friends. 

But then, 

I can't simply direct my heart to do so because this is beyond my control,
All that I can do is pray, for this feeling to fade away.

Dear God, if he is not the one, please help me to get over this. Amin~~~ *dengan harapan akan berjaya*

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Comeback!!

Wow! It has been 2 months since the last time I put up an entry. The longest interval so far. I guess~~~ (~__~)"

Here goes~

Coming into the office this morning, I started my day with flipping through the newspapers. Just to find some catchy headlines that would actually capture my attention. Then, I came up upon this article from Berita Harian newspaper:



Going through the article, I can't help but to agree to the writer's points on why some people find it hard to converse in English as I myself feel the same way. Especially on the first point - Fear of making mistakes.

Around July last year, I went to this 3-days-course on Effective Writing Skills. (referring to this) At about the same time, I also went to a  3-days-course on Effective Speaking Skills. I was actually trying to improve my communication skills in English. During Effective Writing Skills course, we were emphasized on using the correct words and grammar. But during Effective Speaking Skills, we were then taught that in order to improve our communications in English, we can actually ignore the grammatical errors that we made along the way. How can that be? *confuse*

Being the person that I am, I find it really hard to converse without using the correct grammar as I grew up learning the importance of grammars and have been trying my best to avoid grammatical errors, be it in writing or communicating. So, I ended up preferring to keep my mouth shut rather than conversing with bad grammars.

Back to the article - going through the ways to counter the factors, I was actually drawn to the fifth point on keeping a journal or diary. Come to think of it, I already have that medium - My Blog (ruzannamz.blogspot.com). I know I can express better in writings rather than conversing. Now, why didn't I fully utilize it.*a knock on my head*

That is how I got the idea to put up this new entry. So, from now onwards, I'll try my best to post new entries whenever I can as a learning process. I'll be going for an almost-7-months course starting this October --> Diploma Pentadbiran Awam. Hopefully, I can steal some times to write some entries along the way. Regarding my journey.*crossing fingers*

I guess, that is all for now.

XOXO ~~~ <3