Sunday, May 29, 2011

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Realization Hits Me....

Ingat nak karang entry hari Isnin aritu... tapi, x sempat pulak... bizi betul... Nih dah 2 hari mengarang baru siap...hehe...

Last weekend, late Saturday evening to be exact, we all (me, Shawn, Comot, Salimi, Alan, Pingu, Juras & Adeep) pi tgk teater bangsawan USM kat Panggung Bandaraya. Naik LRT jek dr umah sebab jalan jam... That same night ada Citrawarna@ Dataran Merdeka. Sesampainya di stesen LRT Masjid Jamek (Zaza sampai dulu), terus lepak kat Burger King sebelah tu sementara tunggu yang lain sampai. Nak dijadikan cerita, hujan tiba2 turun selebat-lebatnya masa drg dah nak sampai (drg pun naik tren jugak).  Seb baik ada 7/11, boleh beli payung. =)

Teater start pukul 8.30pm, so sempat la dinner n rewang2 dulu.... The best part on going to this event? Dapat jumpa Arja Lee!!!! Dia menyanyi masa selingan show. (^__^) Shawn & Comot, elok2 tgh mengantuk, tiba2 jadik hyper bersorak...hehe... =P .... Abes show apa lagi...bergambar sakan la budak2 nih...hehe... Zaza tak, sebab ada distraction, bunga api berdentum kat luar bangunan. Penutup Citrawarna. Tapi, lepas abes tengok bunga api tu, sempat la gak amek 1 gambar ngan Abang Arja... hikhik...

Now dah pukul 11pm.... kena balik cepat nih, nanti terlepas tren....
Ala....drg nak pi tgk midnight movie pulak...citer Nur Kasih...nak ikut, xnak....nak ikut, xnak.....huhu....

NAK!!! Tapi kena mintak kebenaran Maam Besar dulu...hehe...seb baik dapat.... Tapi, siap kena perli lagi ---> "Haa....lepas tu, balik la sampai subuh"....hehe....

Main point utk entry hari ni....(yang atas tu cuma intro jek).... SERIOUSLY, I AM NOT GOOD AT SOCIALIZING.....

Masa lepak borak2 dengan drg.... I can see that drg very open.... sentiasa ada topik untuk dibualkan.... sentiasa ada jawapan untuk dibalas (be it serious/ funny answers).... ME?.... always seems out of place.... lost of words....=(

If the crowd is my family members, I would never be like that.... Always the one to fool around.... Always the hyper one.... Always the childish one....

Why am I too afraid to open up to my friends? Always try to be on my best behavior.... Always the timid one.... Always the serious one....

Why.... oh, why.... Lack of confidence maybe.........=(

Monday, May 16, 2011

Blogging time!!!


Pheww… finally....wut a hectic week I had last week. Enam Kertas Perakuan kena siapkan untuk pertimbangan Jawatankuasa Sebut Harga KPKK on Friday sebab ada paper urgent. Thank GOD I have my two boys – Revelino & Nasoha to help. Siap jugak kerja tu. Alhamdullilah... TQVM u guys~~~

Berkenaan penyediaan Kertas Perakuan.

Tugas nih sepatutnya mudah je. Iye lah…. Apa susah?…. Compile laporan Jawatankuasa Penilaian, tengok siapa yang lulus penilaian, then buat pengesyoran. As simple as ABC.

Kalau macam tu, kenapa kitorang amek masa sampai seminggu ek nak prepare paper tuh? Haa… this is where the problem starts…

Memanglah tugas menyediakan perakuan tu mudah bila dah ada laporan penilaian. Tapi, macam mana kalau laporan yang disediakan tu salah or tak lengkap? Takkan nak follow jek kan. Kalau rasa-rasa nak kena warning dengan Pengerusi Jawatankuasa Sebut Harga, cubalah buat. Apa tugas Urus setia kalau tak boleh nak permudahkan proses jawatankuasa membuat keputusan? Ye tak?

So, macam mana nak atasi masalah ni? Jawapannya – Untuk long term, buat bengkel tatacara penilaian. Tapi, kalau benda dah lepas and keputusan perlu dibuat segera macamana? Apalagi, tugas Urus setia lah untuk buat second screening dengan menyemak balik semua dokumen berdasarkan laporan yang dah ada dan bagi pengesyoran. =)

Susah??? Tak jugak lah…leceh sikit jek. Lagi-lagi pulak bila banyak dokumen tawaran yang diterima. Masa ni lah kita perlukan bantuan staff2 yang gagah perkasa untuk mengangkut dan mencari dokumen… hehe….=P.... Berpinar-pinar gak lah mata dok kaji dokumen yang banyak-banyak tuh...

Apa yang susah sangat nak buat penilaian tu ek? Haa...yang tu org citer lenkali yek... Now is the time to draft STT also known as Letter of Award.... ;-)

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Muhasabah Diri....

Been thinking lately.... about the way I treat others.... especially those that I don't favor. Yeah, I know I am being mean/ rude. Something I should be able to change. But, took long enough to realize. ;-(

Recently, someone I know from my Uni years contacted me via SMS. The way I treated him can be concluded as being BAD/ MEAN GIRL. Being sarcastic from the start just because I am not in the mood of entertaining him. What if he is someone I used to be close with? I bet the way I treat him would be different. Double standard - just the way I use to be. Shame on me. Hukhuk... ;-(