Kesempurnaan

Sempurna

Kurasakan cukup sempurna

Kehidupan kurniaan dari-Nya

Keluarga yang bahagia

Rakan2 pengubat duka

Serta kestabilan dalam kerjaya

Ku bersyukur pada-Nya

 

Sempurna

Layakkah ku untuk meminta

Lebih dari yang telah kuterima

Kekasih berupa dan berharta

Pendapatan yang berlipat ganda

Pangkat dan darjat dalam kerjaya

Keindahan dunia semata-mata

 

Sempurna

Benar kita boleh meminta

Tapi tak semuanya milik kita

Walau hati sering bertanya

Walau kekosongan kadangkala dirasa

Apa guna mempertikaikannya

Sedang masa penentu segala

 

Sempurna
 

Kesempurnaan yang kini ku rasa
Kurniaan dari Yang Maha Esa

Tika meminta biar berpada

Sentiasa bersyukur apa yg ada

Tiada lebih, tiada kurangnya

Segala-galanya telah dalam ketentuan-Nya

Melayu Mudah Lupa - karya Tun Mahathir

Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa

Dulu bangsanya dipijak

Melayu mudah lupa

Dulu bangsanya retak

Melayu mudah lupa

Dulu bangsanya teriak

Melayu mudah lupa

Dulu bangsanya haprak

Melayu mudah lupa

Dulu bangsanya kelas dua

Melayu mudah lupa

Dulu bangsanya hina

Melayu mudah lupa

Dulu bangsanya sengketa

Melayu mudah lupa

Dulu bangsanya derita

Melayu mudah lupa

Dulu bangsanya kerdil

Melayu mudah lupa

Dulu bangsanya terpencil

Melayu mudah lupa

Tiada daulat

Tiada maruah

Tiada bebas

Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa

Sejarah bangsanya yang lena

Tanah lahirnya yang merekah berdarah

Ingatlah

Ingatlah

Ingatlah

Wahai bangsaku

Jangan mudah lupa lagi

Kerana perjuanganmu belum selesai…

Perjuangan Belum Selesai - karya Tun Mahathir

Sesungguhnya tidak ada yang lebih menyayatkan

dari melihat bangsaku dijajah

Tidak ada yang lebih menyedihkan

dari membiarkan bangsaku dihina

Air mata tiada ertinya

sejarah silam tiada maknanya

sekiranya bangsa tercinta terpinggir

dipersenda dan dilupakan

Bukan kecil langkah wira bangsa

para pejuang kemerdekaan

bagi menegakkan kemuliaan

dan darjat bangsa

selangkah beerti mara

mengharung sejuta dugaan

Biarkan bertatih

asalkan langkah itu yakin dan cermat

bagi memastikan negara

merdeka dan bangsa terpelihara

air mata sengsara

mengiringi setiap langkah bapa-bapa kita

Tugas kita bukan kecil

kerana mengisi kemrdekaan

rupanya lebih sukar dari bermandi

keringat dan darah menuntutnya

Lagi pula apalah ertinya kemerdekaan

kalau bangsaku asyik mengia dan menidakkan,

mengangguk dan membenarkan,

kerana sekalipun bangganya negara

kerana makmur dan mewahnya,

bangsaku masih melata

dan meminta-minta di negaranya sendiri

Bukan kecil tugas kita

meneruskan perjuangan kemerdekaan kita

kerana rupanya selain memerdekakan,

mengisi kemerdekaan itu jauh lebih sengsara

Bangsaku bukan kecil hati dan jiwanya

Bukankah sejak zaman berzaman

mereka menjadi pelaut, pengembara

malah penakluk terkemuka?

Bukankah mereka sudah mengembangkan sayap,

menjadi pedagang dan peniaga

selain menjadi ulama dan

ilmuan terbilang?

Bukankah bangsaku pernah mengharung

samudera menjajah dunia yang tak dikenal

Bukankah mereka pernah menjadi

wira serantau yang tidak mengenal

erti takut dan kematian?

Di manakah silapnya hingga bangsaku

berasa begitu kecil dan rendah diri?

Apakah angkara penjajah?

Lalu bangsaku mulai

melupakan kegemilangan silam

dan sejarah gemilang membina empayar

Tugas kita belum selesai rupanya

bagi memartabat dan

memuliakan bangsa

kerana hanya bangsa yang berjaya

akan sentiasa dihormati

Rupanya masih jauh dan berliku jalan kita

bukan sekadar memerdeka dan mengisinya

tetapi mengangkat darjat dan kemuliaan

buat selama-lamanya

Hari ini, jalan ini pasti semakin berliku

kerana masa depan belum tentu

menjanjikan syurga

bagi mereka yang lemah dan mudah kecewa

Perjuangan kita belum selesai

kerana hanya yang cekal dan tabah

dapat membina mercu tanda

bangsanya yang berjaya

Dr. Mahathir Mohamad

Mei 1996

WHY??? Coward??

OK, this is emotions talking.

Look around you. This is the world we are living in nowadays. Crimes widespread. Not only in daylight. But even in the presence of other citizens/onlookers. Criminals becoming more daring.

WHY???

Because nobody is brave enough to help or take actions against them.

WHY???

Because they prefer not to be the next target. They prefer to wait for the authorities to arrive. Which would give enough times for the criminals to fled.

So, what is the consequences? ---> CRIMINALS BECOMING MORE DARING BECAUSE NOBODY IS GONNA TAKE ACTIONS AND THEY WOULD HAVE AMPLE TIMES TO DO WHATEVER THEY WERE DOING.

What if this sort of things happen to your family or someone who is close to you? Would you get mad? Would you blame the onlookers for not helping?

I BET YOU DO. Of course, who wouldn't right?

But then, why wouldn't you do the same thing for them? Why wouldn't you help when you see this kind of things happening right in front of your eyes. WHY???

At least try. PLEASE. Don't just stand there. Especially when there are more on your side. THIS IS NOT A FREE SHOW. That should at least scare the criminals away. Remember - THERE IS ALWAYS STRENGTH IN NUMBER.

Elle Are Tee

"Yang kat dalam tu boleh rapat sikit?"

"Ada ruang lagi tak?"

"Kawasan kosong tu reserve untuk siapa?"

Haa.....kan best kalau boleh sound macam tu. Tapi..... Apakan daya. Rakyat Malaysia nih sensitif melampau. Nanti dikatanya kita takde adab. Diorang tu apa pulak? 

PENTINGKAN DIRI SENDIRI??

Haish....Please la....Sumer orang pun nak pergi kerja. Bukan korang jek. Dah nampak orang bersesak kat pintu. Yang belah dalam tu boleh buat dunno jek. Ada masalah klaustrophobia? Janji sendiri selesa. Macam tu? Tak ke SELFISH tuh?? Side yang dah macam 'tin sardin' tu ko boleh pandang jek? Haish....setiap kali pun nak kena orang lain tegur dulu. Tak boleh ambil inisiatif sendiri ke? Dah besar kan? Boleh fikir sendiri kan?

Itu lah dia. Buat orang lain pulak serba salah. Nak tegur salah. Tak tegur kang, kesian yang side 'tin sardin' tu pulak. Manja. Sensitif. Tak boleh ditegur sikit. Tapi tak boleh nak fikir sendiri. Apa la nak jadi kome2 nih. 

Haish....

Bak kata Nabil...LU PIKIRLAH SENDIRI!

Post Raya~~~

Heeeyarghhhh~~~~

Adoi, penatnya. Malas betul. Rasa macam nak balik tido jek. Owh, btw, arini first day keje lepas cuti raya seminggu. Memang xde mood langsung la...

Tambahan pulak ada penutupan jalan sempena sambutan Hari Kemerdekaan ke-55. Haiya...Sepanjang minggu ni pulak tuh. Sambutan yang akan dibuat pada hari Jumaat ni di Dataran Merdeka. Betul2 depan opis. Pftttt.....

Entrance kena block, parking lot dah diletak khemah....memang sia2 la kalau bawak kereta pun....Xde tempat nak parking. Terpaksa la naik public transport (LRT) sepanjang minggu nih.

Nak buat macamana...pasrah aje la. Bukan boleh buat apa-apa pun. Sekali-sekala naik public transport kan? Asek drive jek. Ni lah masanya nak naik public transport. *tangan ke bahu*

Rindu kampung

Balik kampung. Sekali setahun je kot. Itu pun time raya.

*Sigh*

Esok dah nak gerak balik Kuala Terengganu. Jumaat pit stop Kuantan. Sabtu pagi gerak balik KL.

*Sigh*

Raya tahun depan la pulak baru dapat balik kampung. Kalau kebetulan ada kelapangan, dapat la singgah kampung dalam tempoh 6 bulan setengah kursus nanti. Insyaallah.

Apa yang best duduk kat kampung? Tak payah fikir pasal kerja, dapat release tension sikit jalan2 kat pantai, boleh bangun lambat (Eh? hehehe), boleh mandi air terjun, makan satar, lepak makan buah kat dusun, etc.

Apa yang xde? Aaaaa....shopping complex yg ada wayang, bowling, restoran best2 & kawan2 sosial. Hahaha...x aci. Perbandingan tak setara. Hikhik...

X kesah la. Point nya....seronok jugak sekali-sekala kalau dapat bercuti balik kampung. Bukan nak tunggu time raya jek. Time raya ramai yang balik kampung. Jalan sesak. X best. X enjoy.

*Sigh*

Bila la boleh balik, kumpul ramai2 macam ni lagi? #_#

Raya Day 3

Currently in Besut. We only went to one house today, for an engagement ceremony. Then, we went straight back home. It is scorching hot here. Like extremely hot. I can even feel the heat inside the house. Changed my clothes twice.

Since there was nothing else better to do, I called out to my cousins to hang out at the 'library'. A special place above the garage, built to store all of my aunt's books.

It is cooler up there. With fresh air and great scenery. I did took some pictures. Unfortunately, I couldn't put it here as I am currently using my phone and am not able to upload it directly. Will do it some times later.

*Updates:  

Feeling bored during the night, my cousin Alya & I went out to buy some drinks and junk foods. Hahaha.... We also manage to get vanilla ice-cream and carbonated drinks to make floats. At least, that was fun. Having floats while watching movies on TV.

Hurmmm....what else can I do now? SLEEP. Bye.

Breaking In Attempt

Ok. This is considered old news.

Last friday (17/08/12), there was an attempt to break into our house at about 4.38am by 2 burglars.

They didn't realize that their action were caught on CCTV. One of the burglar managed to open the grill of our sliding door. Luckily enough, the alarm went on when they try to slide open the glass door that they decided to flee.

This had put us on cautious on the night after that I didn't even get enough rest/sleep just by thinking of it. I kept waking up in the middle of the night just to monitor the CCTV. It really terrifies me thinking of the possibilities that might happened should they manage to enter our house that night.

I surely hope this incident would never happen again. ;'(

Eidulfitri 2012

Di hari raya~~~
Terkenang daku kepada si dia~~~
Kini berada nun jauh di bandar~~~
Dengan keluarga tercinta.

Mohon maaf atas post gedik ini. Xde idea. Guna phone. Buat seringkas mungkin.

Comeback!!

Wow! It has been 2 months since the last time I put up an entry. The longest interval so far. I guess~~~ (~__~)"

Here goes~

Coming into the office this morning, I started my day with flipping through the newspapers. Just to find some catchy headlines that would actually capture my attention. Then, I came up upon this article from Berita Harian newspaper:

Going through the article, I can't help but to agree to the writer's points on why some people find it hard to converse in English as I myself feel the same way. Especially on the first point - Fear of making mistakes.

Around July last year, I went to this 3-days-course on Effective Writing Skills. (referring to this) At about the same time, I also went to a  3-days-course on Effective Speaking Skills. I was actually trying to improve my communication skills in English. During Effective Writing Skills course, we were emphasized on using the correct words and grammar. But during Effective Speaking Skills, we were then taught that in order to improve our communications in English, we can actually ignore the grammatical errors that we made along the way. How can that be? *confuse*

Being the person that I am, I find it really hard to converse without using the correct grammar as I grew up learning the importance of grammars and have been trying my best to avoid grammatical errors, be it in writing or communicating. So, I ended up preferring to keep my mouth shut rather than conversing with bad grammars.

Back to the article - going through the ways to counter the factors, I was actually drawn to the fifth point on keeping a journal or diary. Come to think of it, I already have that medium - My Blog (ruzannamz.blogspot.com). I know I can express better in writings rather than conversing. Now, why didn't I fully utilize it.*a knock on my head*

That is how I got the idea to put up this new entry. So, from now onwards, I'll try my best to post new entries whenever I can as a learning process. I'll be going for an almost-7-months course starting this October --> Diploma Pentadbiran Awam. Hopefully, I can steal some times to write some entries along the way. Regarding my journey.*crossing fingers*

I guess, that is all for now.

XOXO ~~~ <3

Give Your Heart a Break

The day I, first met you, you told me you'd never fall in love. 
But now that I get you, I know fear is what it really was. 
Now here we are, so close, yet so far. Haven't I passed the test? 
When will you realize, baby I'm not like the rest? 

Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break. 
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake. 
There's just one life to live and there's no time to wait (to waste). 
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break, oh yeah yeah. 

On Sunday you went home, alone, there were tears in your eyes. 
I called your cell phone, my love, but you did not reply 
The world is ours, if we want it, we can take it if you just take my hand. 
There's no turning back now, baby try to understand. 


Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break 
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake 
There's just one life to live and there's no time to wait (to waste) 
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break 

There just so much you can take. Give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break, oh yeah yeah. 

When your lips are on my lips, and our hearts beat as one 
But you slip out of my finger tips every time you run 

Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break 
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake 
There's just one life to live and there's no time to wait (to waste) 
So let me give your heart a break 

Cause you've been hurt before, I can see it in your eyes 
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise 
Don't wanna break your heart, baby I can ease the ache (the ache) 

So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break 
There just so much you can take. Give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break, oh yeah yeah. 

The day I first met you, you told me you'd never fall in love

Cinta Bersatu

By Liyana Jasmay....

Di matamu ku berharga

Kau perlakukan aku

Lebih dari mencintai dirimu

Di dekatmu ku merasa

Bahagianya aku

Dapat ruang cintamu

Hanya kamu saja

Yang mampu begitu

Tulus

Mengerti aku

Kau sempurna bagiku

Tak kurang sesuatu

Kau terima apa adaku

Ku sempurna bagimu

Tak kurang sesuatu

Cinta bersatu

Gayamu

Sifatmu

Cara mencintaiku

Yang membuat diriku jatuh...cinta padamu

Lagu & Lirik : Tilu

Syukur

Semalam amek cuti sehari. Teman adik pergi shopping. Walaupun kurang sihat, sebab dah janji, kenalah tepati betul? *selesema je pun* - teruk jugak la bila asek bersin every few minutes.

Apa kaitan dengan tajuk? Yang atas tu xde kaitan. Yang bawah ni ada.

Cemane boleh pergi shopping sedangkan baki duit gaji bulan ni pun dah x cukup nak bertahan sampai next gaji? Gaji yang baru dapat minggu lepas dah habis bayar hutang. Huhu...

The answer? ---> Because I am lucky. Lucky that my father's salary is big enough to spoil us with luxury living. Not that luxury though that we can jet off to anywhere we want on anytime we pleasure. But enough to let us spend on what we want. Considered that it is worth spending. *not always* - Wasting is not encouraged.

Memandangkan 'elaun' tersebut masih ada baki sebab semalam hanya spend untuk lunch and 2 blouses, terdetik rasa nak share dengan kawan2 sebagai tanda syukur. Belanja tengok wayang pun OK wut? Can't wait. >__<

Rindu Padanya by Camelia

Lagu karok terkini. Senang nak bawak. Hehe... >__<

Sejak terpandang wajahmu
Hatiku bertanya selalu
Siapa dia memikat pandanganku

Seringkali dia berlalu
Di hadapan dan menyapaku
Sehingga hatiku seringkali merindu
Tak dapat ku melupakan dirinya
Terbayang wajahnya di mataku

Ingin ku tanya namanya
Tapi hatiku rasa malu
Tak terucapkan walau sepatah kata
Mungkinkah diriku telah dilamun cinta
Oh... hatiku resah selalu

Haruskah aku menyatakan
Perasaanku kepadanya
Mungkinkah dia kini telah berpunya
Getar hati makin terasa
Bila terdengar suara dan bertentang mata
Ku bagaikan bebunga kehujanan
Berkembang mekar
Di setiap ketika

Tidur malamku tak lena
Asyik teringat padanya
Bilakah mentari memancarkan cahaya
Hanyalah dirinya bermain diingatan
Oh...tuhan ku rindu padanya

I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold

And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

Moral of the story

Do not give up

Officially 26 Today

Detik 12.00 tgh malam, permulaan hari 11 Mac 2012 di sambut dengan kejutan oleh adik2 dan sepupu sepapat.

Lepas semua tetamu beransur pulang dari majlis tahlil & kenduri kesyukuran anniversary makcik & wedding kazen, beday girl a.k.a me a.k.a saya, telah dikejutkan dengan sumbangan lagu 'Happy Birthday'.

They totally caught me off guard. Hehe... Penat sangat sampai terlupa. Malu I~~~ hehe...

Sekarang dah penat sangat2. Wish kat WA, FB dan SMS semua dah reply. Masa untuk tido. ^_^

HAPPY SANGAT2!!!

Pergh~~~~

Perghh.... Dah lebey 10 hari x post entry. Takpela...dah azan Isya'. Lenkali je la... =P

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.