Changes

Everybody needs to change. Make changes. In order to grow. To move on.

So do I.

Several days ago, I was given this chance to choose between two options. To remain in my comfort zone, or to take up this challenge to further improve my knowledge and skills.

But, it is not certain yet.

When it is certain, I only have until the end of this week to make my decision.

A part of me wanna take up this challenge. To make changes for a better organisation. For a better working environment. For a better future.

However, another part is having doubt. Will I be given the chance to make changes? To make a difference?

In the end, my final decision is....( will be revealed after the situation is certain ).

--- to be continued ---

Lazy Weekend

Adess... Berat kepalaku...

Pening kepala tido lebih 8 jam. Mana taknya. Semalam tido awal. Penat tawaf Jalan TAR masa lunch break kowt. Hehe...

Bosan.

Arini xde plan pape. Ingat nak kuar jalan2. Tapi tak tau nak ke mana, nak buat apa.

Shopping? Hehe...duit dah abes. Semalam baru settle bil kad kredit. ^__^

Ingat nak pergi KLCC. Beli popcorn Garrett yg femes tu. Nak la jugak cuba. Asek dengar citer orang jek. Nasib baik papa ada. Hehe...next week dia ada keje @KLCC. Pow papa aje la. Hehe... Dengar2nya popcorn tu agak mahal. Thanx Papa. Hikhik... =P

OK. Wut else can I do today. Nak pergi cobbler, kasut tinggal dalam kete. Kete pulak abang dah pinjam pergi keje. Tergendala lagi. :'(

Nak jahit manik. Tapi, xde baju baru yang boleh dijahit manik. Ni kalau buat announcement nih, confirm mama bagi baju utk dijahit manik. LOL. Kalau baju mama kena extra work. Kalau baju sendiri, buat simple2 jek.

Hurmm...sambung baca novel je la. OK, ciow.

TGIF

Fuhhh....exhausted. It is Friday already. We, government servants got 2½ hours lunch break. Shopping time for me. =D

Just reached my office. Had kicked my shoes off. (>__<) My feet is killing me from the long walk around Jalan TAR. Huhu...

Managed to buy 2 things today. A turquoise kebaya material and iron-on stones to accessorize my baju kurung. =P

Another 15 minutes to go. Better use it to rest my feet. (^__^)

...............................?

If only you can see my face right now.

The expression would show that I am having a deep thought.

Of what? I don't know. It's a blurry deep thought. Too tangled up. Can't find the beginning, don't know where it ends. ( =_= )"??

Did I do wrong? What did I do wrong? How to be sure that I never did wrong? How to clear things up? How to clarify a problem/ something that don't even exist? At least I am not sure if it even exist. ( =_= )"??

Is it best to just stay away from it? Well, that won't solve the problem right? It can only help to keep my mind away from it for a while.

Should I just ask if the problem even exist? What would the reaction be? What will happen next?

AWKWARD?? - something I would prefer to avoid

What should I do? ( +_+ )??

Treat your girl right.

"Treat your girl right, bro. Plain and simple.

I know it can be hard to please her sometimes, but it’s worth it in the end. Remember that she’s your happiness, your world. She should be the first person you talk to in the morning, and the last person you whisper “Good night” to. Unlike some of your bros, she’s going to be there for you when you’re the happiest, but more importantly, when you’re at your lowest. She’ll cook for you and care for you, so treat her like a queen. 

Girls are delicate creatures. Think before you say. Think before you act. They take every little mistake you make and multiply it by a thousand. So try not to mess up, aight? When you’re fighting, sometimes it’s better to put your relationship before your own pride. You’re not helping yourself by making her upset, bro. And never, ever, under any condition, let her go to sleep crying. She’ll resent you for it for the rest of your days. 

Don’t forget to make her feel special everyday. Open doors, go shopping with her. Hell, make dinner for her! The more you show her you love her, the more she’ll give you in return. Remember that an “I love you” via text is never as special as one in person. And show her off to your bros, don’t be ashamed of her. She’s never been ashamed of your dorky ass. Look, she doesn’t really need much in a relationship; she just wants to feel like she matters to you. That’s not asking for much, bro.

But if you haven’t learned a thing from reading this, remember this. Love her unconditionally, loyally, and keep her close. Love her with everything you’ve got: emotionally, mentally, and physically. Because I swear, if you won’t treat your girl right, someone else definitely will."

Well, obviously I didn't write all this by myself. I just copy and paste it here to share. =P

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