Sedang bermalas2an di rumah. Actually tengah baring atas katil, dalam bilik yang ber-air cond. Aktiviti kegemaran di kala cuti. Apa salahnya kan? Waktu kerja kita buat kerja all out. Waktu cuti pun kena la berehat all out kan? ^_^
Sebenarnya tengah bosan. Puas dah surf facebook. WA pun tgh hibernate. Masing2 tgh berehat. Apa nak buat nih???
Turn on safari.
Check blog kejap. Dah bersarang rupanya. ~_~"
Dah lama rupanya tak mengarang. *sigh*
Kenapa tak mengarang? Takde idea?
Bukanlah. Idea ada. Cuma belum ready nak share.
Mengade2 kan? Kalau mcm tu baik x payah buat blog. *bisikan hati-sukati la*
Walaupun tau xde orang baca blog ni selain diri sendiri, tetap takut nak ambil risiko. Why? Sebab topik tu ada kaitan dengan C.I.N.T.A. Manalah tau tiba2 ada kawan baca nanti. Hehe...bahaya.
But then, bila difikirkan balik, apa salahnya kan? That is my memory for the moment. Kalau x jot down, memory tu akan hilang mcm tu je nanti. Nothing to reminisce. So now, I've decided to just go with it.
I think I like someone. I don't know how deep the feeling is right now. Can't really tell. All I can say is I am happy to have him as a companion. I would be more than happy to have him as a special, almost daily basic companion. >__<
Does he know? I am not sure. Maybe. I got this feeling that he already notice it through the way I treat him. Yeah, I do care about him. But nothing is for sure. I don't even remember when it all started. Definitely not at first sight. Maybe because we use to hang out together with our circle of friends?
Why can't I just tell him directly? Well, mainly because of the fact that HE IS in that circle of friends that always hang out together whenever we can and I don't wanna ruin our friendship if something went wrong. I hate that awkward feeling to know that he already knows that I like him but he doesn't feel the same way. Ashamed? Maybe, for a short while.
So, that is the reason why I stop writing. Recently got a new topic-Bersih 3.0, but I have decided not to go with it. Enough is enough.
That is all for now. Don't know when will my next entry be.